Wednesday, August 21, 2019

Journaling Nightmares. - The Dreamer Catcher Effect








"... negative thinking and unresolved issues play a huge role in determining what kind of nightmares, and how many of them, you might have.
“Our brains work like a computer; what goes in equals what comes out,” Mayer said. “So, if you go to bed with negative thoughts or you’re replaying negatives from your day, boom! Your brain is going to be loaded with negative thoughts to recycle while you sleep.”
-  John Meyer, a clinical psychologist practicing in Chicago

Everyone has nightmares;  when we were little we had them more often.  I have known those that have night terrors and nightmares from ptsd.  Sleep is when we heal our bodies, mind, heart and soul.  Nightmares create nothing but anxiety and fatigue.  Sometimes we do not know we have had a nightmare.  We say things like, "I am having a bad hair day....I got up on the wrong side of the bed..."  Sound familiar?  it does to me.  I can wake up and feel angry, sad, threatened, feeling like there is something I should be doing and I am not doing it.... sometimes my sense are heightened like I should have something to fear.  If you have no why, no reason for it, it may be that you had a nightmare and this is the nightmare hangover to be sure. 

Nightmares can be caused by many things;  caffeine before sleep, the use of a sleep aide, health issues, a worried mind the day before, a trigger pushed that you tried to ignore, again, during your dreaming, you may have been working on unresolved issues. If you are a sensitive person a creative person, you may be asking for bad dreams that you were unconsciously dealing with as you created.  Everything is recorder in our brain.  Weird how things manifest.  Traumas that we have not resolved can surely trigger nightmares.  PTSD ensures nightmares.  Sadness before bed evokes nightmares.  Personality disorders order nightmares.  Repressed memories ensure nightmares.  Even sleep apnea or sleep disorders can cause nightmares.  Heck, what you eat before bed can cause us to dream nasty dreams.  (eating keeps brain more active). Dairy products before bed can cause nightmares.  Drinking before bed even though sedative properties of alcohol help you fall to sleep.  Whew... lists and lists of things.

Sometimes there are monsters chasing you in your sleep.  Ah, those monsters under the bed, still, from my early childhood.  Figuring out who/what is the monster makes those dreams fade away.  Really looking at what disturbs you, what the messages of the dreams are, and acknowledging them, working through them, healing them, assures those will not happen again as long as you do not introduce like activities that caused them in the first place. 

I want to tell you a little bit about Dream Catchers.  I know a story for the hoops that eventually became called Dream Catchers.  Kayas ( way back) the men used to have a game where they shot arrows or speaks into a woven hoop ( that looked like a dart board), in fact, it was very much like our darts today.  Each man practiced, and eventually they were made for the yo0ungsters who were learning how to use the bow and arror and spears.  When the man was home, the hoop was left on the outside of the tent, but when the man would go away from home, to settle the children and the woman, the hoop was brought inside.  It settled the children at night and calmed the spirit of the woman.  Well, wehen white men first came, and were invited in, the man asked why they br9ught the hoops in at night.  He was told that it helped calm the children so they did not have night terrors or nightmares while the father was away.  In interpretation, the meaning became Dream Catcher.   But, nonetheless, it has become a standard modern thing, now, and by the 1960s everyone was making dream catchers.  Dreamcatchers are said to catch the dreams, to sift out the bad dreams, and some believe that the good dreams trickle down the hanging feathers on to the sleeper.  The idea of catching bad dreams is a great idea, although a new idea.  They have become quite kitschy.  But, for this purpose, I would like you to paint, draw, write a story, whatever way you can express a dream catcher, in your journal.

A blank page can feel intimidating.  Sometimes you need to give the edges of your page some color... wash watercolors or thinned out acrylic to do so.  Your Ego may try to convince you to delay, to not do it, that it is dumb.  Squelch it.  Do it anyways.  For this first dream page, try to remember a sweet dream you had.  What symbols, signs, objects, people, place thing was in this dream you remember.  Quickly write or sketch or paint what comes to you.  Always leave space for writing or adding in the meanings of the dream when it comes to you, later. 

When you are done, leave it for a while.  Put the journal near your bed.  Read it over before you sleep.  Doing such will encouraged new dreams, it seems.  Keep a cicker pencil or pen near it so, if you waken in the night, or when you first wake up, you can make quick drawing or write a few words to help you remember this dream.

Do this for a few days.  Then, after those few days, start looking up symbolic meanings of your dream.

A good place to start is:
https://www.world-of-lucid-dreaming.com/30-common-dream-symbols.html

Enjoy this.  Continue to express dreams and their meanings to you.  Share on the facebook group page if you like.  Maybe some of us can help you dig deeper.  When the answer comes, you will feel a sense of relief and exhilaration.  Your soul will recognize your work.

©Carol Desjarlais 11.21.19

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